I promise

The worst feeling is when you pretend you don’t care about something, when really it’s all you seem to think about.

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Christmas is coming soon,
I said that i don't mind bout wat will you give to me,

But eventually,

I do really care bout ur present.

What i said was fake,

I pretended to be strong,

Actually im very weak,

I pretended to be positive,

Actually i have negative thoughts.

I don't want you to know the other side of me,

I want to keep it as a secret of my own .

But i never meant to hurt you,

I know it's time that i learned to,

Treat the people i love like i wanna be loved,

I hate that i let you down,

And i felt so bad about it,

I guess karma comes back around,

Cause now im the one that's hurting. Yeap :(

If i could turn back the hands of time,

I swear i never would've crossed that line,

I should of kept it between us,

But no,

I went and told the whole world how i feel.

So i sit and i realize,

With these tears falling from my eyes,

I gotta change if i wanna keep u forever,

I promise.

Love,

Jason