Am i that BAD?

I miss you doesn't always mean I want you back, sometimes it only means you crossed my mind and I hope you're doing fine :)

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Sometimes, I just wonder. Why nobody wants me :O Am I that horrible in looking? Why am I still single here! Fml.. I can't get the one I want but those i don't want keep lining up, like seriously. Why can't I just get a hottie and stay with him for the rest of my life D:

Forever alone bukan satu perkara yang baik, tau. Sentiasa tengok guys yang lain dapat jadi sangat happy with guys yang lain, saya leh, seorang tu duduk situ tengok mereka pass by saya. Guys that are hot always think about sex and nothing else. This is just so fucking depressing.

Someone please slap me just to wake me up from this nightmare. I can't stand it anymore D: OH MY GAGA, please come and save me!



I need a guy right now :(
Love,
Jason

Random :)

MOBILE WEB POST :)

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IT'S BEEN QUITE A LONG TIME THAT I NEVER BLOG SOMETHING. BEEN SO BUSY LATELY :/

EXAM'S COMING AND I'M DYING HERE. FML! STRESSED OUT. I MISS THE OLD DAYS. SIGH :(

WELL, IT'S RAYA NOW :) SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI  TO ALL MUSLIMS! GONNA RELAX A LIL. BLOGGING BY USING MOBILE SUCKS! SO TROUBLESOME.

NOTHING MUCH. HOPE YOU ALL WILL HAVE A GOOD TIME DURING RAYA :) IT'S ALMOST SEPTEMBER NOW, YET STILL SINGLE HERE :( #FOREVERALONE




LOVE,
JASON

I'm Back!

         I'm Back! :D

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Hey I'm back :D Like finally. Lol! There's a lot of dust on my blog x) It's been two months since my last post. Luckily I still remember my password. Anyway, it's holiday now! 

Speaking bout blog, why is everything changed? I prefer the older version. I was busying with my exams and so I don't have the time to blog something. Back to my last post, bout the Jessie J thing :) I did go to the concert though :D With the tickets sold at 20 dollars only, like WTF! Lol. It was a nice concert. (I'm outdated, still posting bout Jessie J's concert) 

Well, im going to Pixie Lott's concert tomorrow live in Kuala Lumpur :) Anyone going too? That's my plan for the first day of hols. Hope you will have fun too! :) That's all for this post. Will blog more often in this hols. 

Love,

Jason

Not like what I've expected.

The Hunger Games :)

You can always hope for the best, but just remember to never expect too much.

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Taylor Swift - Safe and sound :)

Awsome !

This is not what I've expected to hear. You know what? My mom hates Gay people. While we're at Pavilion, we saw two gay men walking pass through us, then I was like AWWW :) Then my mom said gay people are so disgusting and useless. Dafuq! During that time, I'm speechless. My heart dies a little. I asked my mom why? This is what she told me.

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Mom: Eh, look at dua orang tu! 

Me: Where? Oh, why ? 

Mom: Disgusting. Eww! ( speaks in Cantonese ) 

Me: Why leh? People gay only mah, no need to hate people or insult people one lo. 

Mom: You like them arh? Go and talk to them lah! 

Me: Wah diu. I din say i like them lo. SOHAI! 

Mom: Then shut up. 

Me: Siao kia. 

After that, I kept thinking bout all these things. This isn't right! >:( We're gay but we're way too happier than you guys. So Fuck off! 

Sometimes, good things fall apart so that even better things can fall together.

I will forgive you, but the way I look at you will never be same as it used to be.

Love,

Jason

Jessie J's concert!!

Finally can update my blog :D 

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Finally can update my blog. Screw exams. Almost one month didn't update my blog. Fuck! Anyway, I'm Back ! :D Jessie J's concert this FRIDAY! OMFG! :D But sadly, i can't go. Dafuq. 

Sunway Lagoon@ Surf Beach :D

Anyone going? :O

Nobody's perfect - Jessie J :)

Nothing much :) #Random 

Will update something next time x) 

Love,

Jason

I'm Back! R.I.P Whitney Houston :(

I'm back :D Back from paradise :)

R.I.P Whitney Houston.

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Pheeew ! Finally i get to post something this week :) Hmm.. Leo Nut left Malaysia adi :( Have fun Leo Nut! I bet u read the picture above right? Haha :) It says that i have sharp assessment. Lier :D Forget it haha :D You guys should try it on Facebook too :)

Speaking of Facebook, don't u think Fb is so damn boring now? Twitter's way better than Facebook now haha :D Hmm.. I saw something on Fb today..

Awww! so sweet x)

And they're hot too :D 

Fhilip Chin & Lovely Jason

Their names .

Same as mine! LOL! 

I wish i have a dear like him. Hmm.. Valentine's day is on this Tues :) I'm still single :( Stay young and cute are the most important thing to me x) Lala.. Nothing much :) School starts again tomorrow. Can't wait to see you ! 

R.I.P Whitney Houston. We will never forget you. Love you always.

I will always love you.

Whitney Houston.

1963 - 2012

Rest in peace :)

Till then,

Love,

Jason

9 signs of gay people

What the Fuck?! 

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9 signs of Gay people :


1. He has a gym membership but has no interest in sports. You ask him to play sports, he will decline the invitation but he attends gym classes religiously.

2. He has a love for pop culture including the Glee in addition to his love for Lady Gaga, Madonna, Kylie Minogue, Cher, Faye Wong and many more.

3. He travels to big cities or Asia especially a big love for Thailand.

4. He loves to bare his assets in public by wearing sleeveless or low V-neck to show off his muscular arms and chest.

5. He wears clothes which are too tight or too trendy with bright colours.

6. He is sarcastic and feminine around his male friends.

7. He's more interested in the men than the women in the pornographic films.

8. He loves shopping and most probably carrying a big bag around.

9. He has a collection of either shoes or underwear at home. Gay man has more shoes and underwear than a straight man, and that's a fact. Hahaha!!!

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Saw this on someone's blog. Now only i know why i love GaGa. I love shopping :D but i won't carry a big bag around :) Yeap, i love to wear tight clothes :) I'm sarcastic, but i'm not feminine. I have a lot of shoes at my home :D so true. It's a lot more easier to find gay guys in my school now :D Nidda find guys who love GaGa too :D Do you agree with the above statements? :)

Are you a GaGa monster too? :D

MaMa :D

Love,

Jason

Valentines Day

Valentines day is coming :)

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Hmmm, Valentines day. What should I do on that day? Who should i date with? Nah, no one wants me. I'm too ugly :( *sniffing* Stay at home and shut my mouth for the rest of my life. Isn't this heartbreaking ? * crying * Maybe I should go to Avril Lavinge's concert instead, by MYSELF :( * crying out loudly * 

If someone purpose to me on that day, walao, seronoknya! In my dreams lah :( Never ever will happen to me.  Stay young and cute is the most important thing to me :) Yeap, still single :D Waiting for the right person to come. Nah, i'm too horrible :( damn!

Anyway, I'm still looking forward to Valentines Day :) Love you guys :3

Love,

Jason

Proud to be gay !

The reason why i love guys more than girls. 

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It was just yesterday... x) ( haha macam telling story tu XDDD) Okay, okay! As always, every Saturday is a family day to me. So, my whole family got up to the car and off we go :D On the car, my mom, the most talkative person among us. You know why? Cause girls like to talk much, just like how they gossip bout others x) Sometimes very pity my father loh. Haiz need to listen to the lame stories told bout my mom. Everyone in the car was so damn quiet except for my mom. Sometimes, i just wanna call my mom to shut up :( Pity my father :D 

After that, i told myself, You're just a lucky boy :) You're gay, so there's no any girls in your car. No need to listen to those lame jokes, no need to listen to those stupid stories. How awsome it is :) I'm proud to be a gay ! Haha, don't know whether your mom does the same thing as what my mom does tak :D 

Something got into my mind when i'm surfing Facebook. One question, can any of you guys change a straight guy to become a gay guy? It's impossible right? :) just asking.Well, that's all for this post :)

Love,

Jason

Unlucky :(

Worst day of my life :(

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Why me? Damn! Got caught because I dyed my hair. Got caught because of my socks. Got caught because of my pants. Got caught because I ponteng class. Got caught because I disrespect my teachers. Everything happened in one day saja ! WTF :( That's the reason I hate school ! School rules are so fucking annoying. Bitches ! If i din dye me hair back i'll end up being gantung for 2 days. Who cares anyway :) Over it.

There's a friend of mine who are leaving Malaysia to Aussie on 9th of Feb :( Well, since we don't know each other much, well hope to see you soon :) Remember arh, if u're reading this, take care bro :) *hugs* 

The best thing of the month :D I'll be on the cover of @dd magazine next month :DDD So excited ! I'll be modeling in all kinds of scenes ( LOL!) At least there's something good right? Haha :D Okay, done with this mag thing.

My lovely hair.. GONE! :(

Lots of love,

Jason

So not true :)

It's stupid but yet still worth it to watch it :)

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LOL! I was too busy staring at your nipples too :D

Is is true bout what he said? 

Gay guys have higher voice or what so ever?

Do you have higher voice ? Nope, i don't :) 

So it's not true. Haha, but it's still worth it to watch it !

Love,

Jason

Sweet 19 :)

Happy :) Sweet and memorable birthday! 

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Angpao-s :) 

Happy CNY again :D Haha! Last day of the break :) Lots of fun! I bought a lot of stuffs during CNY :D I met a lot of guys during CNY :DDD I had a memorable sweet 19 birthday in Sunway :) Got lots of angpao-s :D Beats headphone, Iphone 4s, clothes, Paul Frank undergarments & more presents :DD Happy and satisfied :) That's my CNY ! Extremely awsome week i had, hope u had a fun and memorable CNY too :) 

Hehe, i got lots of wishes from random peoples :) Felt so happy yesterday! Once again, thx guys :) I hope that i could tag your names in it :D Thx for the presents, thx for the cake, thx for the hugs, thx for the kisses, thx for everything :D Love you * muacks * ! Gonna wait till the next year again :) My sweet 20th birthday :3 

Lots of fun in lagoon, met random hot guys ( OHMYGAWD! ) Get to see naked men in public. ( LOL?! ) Haha! As a birthday present i guess :D Got into scream park, so stupid :( Scared me like hell man ! Can't stop yelling and yelling. All thanks to my friends :3 SCARY and HORRIBLE :( can't forget bout those bitches. Played boungy jump in extreme park, remarkable experience, it's so cool to fall from such a height :) Hope to play it again next time! Had a ride on the pirate ship, it was epic :D Haha! It's cool anyways :) That's my day in lagoon ! Love it <3 

That's my birthday! Turning 19 this year :) Hope i'll have a better year in 2012. 

Muacks! 

Love,

Jason 

My Birthday !!!

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW !!!!!

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Lalala! Ma burfday :DDD nothing much :) super excited bout 2moro, OMFG! Presents presents presents !!! I can't sleep tonight adi :D super high now !!!!! I know that i'm crazy juz ignore me :D Nothing much, post again 2moro :)

Love,

Jason

Being stalked

I just don't know why :/

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I'm not perasan okay? :D Someone kept on following me in Sunway :( Fyi, it's a guy :D Should i felt happy or sad or scared or watever? I noticed him when i turned around to find my friend. He's hot actually. I think he's just walking the same way as i am :) But, when i turned over again, i saw him again ! Then i told myself, that hot guy just walking the same way as i am. Let's go to the toilet to test whether he's really following me. So, i walked in to the washroom alone :D I turned around again, i saw him AGAIN!!!!! Started to panic :( Wtf will him do to me? Pretend that i'm washing my hands, spying on him. He looked at me and he showed me his dick when no one's around! I was like OMFG! I yelled at him, WTF are you doing?! He answered, i'm showing you my dick. Then i was like WHATTT? What for? He answered again, you're cute! Why can't i show my dick to you? Then he kept his dick in his pants and walked towards me. I had a step backwards as he walked towards me. Then i yelled at him, stay away from me! I don't know why by that time no other men came to the washroom, is this a joke?! He gave me those disgusting faces, URGGH! Then i asked him, Who are you? He refused to ans. I ran off. Luckily he din follow me. Pheewww! Wtf is wrong with him? What if i got raped ? What if he knows my secret? OMFG! Cnt tell my mom :( Is this a nightmare? I've no idea. This really happened to me! I swear! 

Never walked into a washroom alone. Lesson learnt :) 

Gossh! why am i still smiling? 

Love,

Jason

Yummy :)

HOOOOORAAAAAAAAAAAAY! I can stay till 4 am :DDD no nid to sleep :) i noe tat im crazy, juz ignore me :D

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Yee Sang :D  Mhhmmmm yummy :)

Can't wait to eat yee sang 2moro :D Oh No!!!! I'm scared that after CNY i became fat adi :( LOL! I nidda control myself, yeap, control myself ! 

Btw, anyone here had a Twitter account? If you do pls follow me :) Mine is @emodudejason

Once again Happy CNY :D

Love, 

Jason

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Birthday :)

Happy CNY!!! :D sorry for not updating my blog lately. I'm studying for Upper Form 6 so i nidda study every night .___. Over it! 

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22/1/2012.Sunday.Third week of Jan. 10 months more until my STPM exam. 5 days more till my Birthday. Arghh!!! Exam again! Damn :( Never mind, shouldn't choose this path from the beginning. Regretted :( 

Well, third week of Jan, still single :) It's CNY :D I can relax and be myself through this whole week, no more teachers, no more school rules, no more homework, no more bio, totally AWSOME    :) Speaking of CNY, any angpao for me? :D Haha ! Juz had a reunion dinner with my family, so far i got 5 angpao-s filled with 20 dollars each :) Gonna use it 2moro, to play MAHJONG & POKER :D I always lost all my money in 5 mins :( I suck in gambling. Hope all the hard work i made will repay me 2moro :) 

I'll be throwing a HUGE BIRTHDAY PARTY of mine on this upcoming Sat at Sunway Lagoon. If any of you guys are going there too please comment :D Hope to see some hot guys on my Birthday as a Birthday present :) LMAO! Just kidding. Remember to wish me on my birthday :D If u still remember .. :) 

Happy Chinese New Year to all of you !!! 

Happy Dragon Year :) 

Love,

Jason

Undergarments :/

I hate it when my mom keep nagging me to do this and that and blah blah blah. 

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Went to the Gardens yesterday to buy some stuffs with my mom. Got into Isetan and straight to the Men's department. I need to buy some *GULPS* underware before Chinese New Year arrive. When i'm looking for those nice and sexy underwares, suddenly my mom popped up right in front of me and show me a box of Pierre Cardin's undergarments, like seriously?! How old do u think i am? 50? Screw you! It was horrible and the colours disgust me. The worst is, she even show me a box of Renoma's undergarments fully printed with dragon pictures all around the cock position and there's even two big chinese words on the back. It's red too :/ I like the colour but not the design:/  Ignored her and continue to find the perfect underware :D At last, i bought two boxes of Calvin Klein's undergarments and a box of Renoma's . I'll look sexy when i wear it on :D ( perasan ) 

Lesson learnt, never go shopping with my mom ever again :/ 

The whole post is all about underwares haha :D Sorry :) 

Till then, 

Love,

Jason

I love you

You're Awsome :)

#IAlwaysSay

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I love you :)

I want to hug you :D

Could u say u love me?

Before u go to Aussie? :(

I really miss u :`(

Love,

Jason

Lady GaGa

Random :)

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Hey,

Juz asking ,

Any GaGa's fans out there?

If u are ,

Do leave a comment before you leave :) 

So Hot :D 

Love,

Jason

Fucking Bitch damn boring DAY!

Another Fucking Bitch Damn Boring Day :D

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Never seen a cute Malay guy like this before :)

He's hot. Damn hot :D 

Nice muscles he have there.

Hope i'll have 6 packs too :( 

Nah, in my dreams i guess XDD 

HE'S FUCKING HOT !!! :DD

Till next time,

Love,

Jason :)

i don't want to be single :)

25 days more will be my birthday. Without you, everything seems so sorrow. Over it.

Going to pub later, hope i'll find some hot guys :) Wish me luck! I don't want to be single anymore! Hot guys, im coming !!!! :DD Screw JUSTIN BIEBER (Y) ! 

FUCK YOU! BITCH !

Love,
Jason

I'm a failure

Well, it's 2012! Not that happy and excited bout it. Nothing much on the last day of 2011, countdown alone, cheers alone ,as always . Sometimes, i just ask myself, am i single forever? I wanted to find a hubby, but everytime failed. I'm useless and i know it. I ended 2011 in single, i started 2012 in single too. I'm 19 now. Single. My mom wants me to find a gf but.. i don't like girls. I hate my life! Why! Why am i such a failure! I'm not happy at all. People should be happy on the first day of 2012, but i'm not ! Why i can't get the one that i love the most? I try to confess to him, but i'm afraid that... i'll get hurt again. Saw you on Fb, wanted to chat with you, but what i get is always..... never mind. 

I'll wait for your answer no matter how long it takes. 

Love,

Jason